My work

I work in a place where

• looking good matters.

• instead of reading gossip, i hear it throughout my day.

• where logic is not a concept, because it's balanced with being unreasonable.
  

• where people talk behind each others back, whiles i watch their backs ;-)

• where enemies are friends, friends are enemies, yet they can still laugh with each other.

• where the language barrier is separated by a hormonal in-balance.

They say "you cant live with them and you cant live without them"
Working with women i can say has been both a gift and a curse...

Thought From 06

For every person living life as it is,
Will always live in the world of today,

Seeing that we are not promised tomorrow!

To move to the world of tomorrow is truth
And denying societies forms of manipulation.

OK we say we live in the world of tomorrow,
Because the future is said to be tomorrow.

What I mean by future is technology.

Now technology is the only thing moving forward,
which then leads our perception to move backwards.

So seeing that we can’t separate our wants from our needs,
Tending to make our needs our wants;

We are going not living a life of truth and independence,
But a life of lie and control.

As for our Children it will be like an echo repeating it self in their future.

“Stop feeding fuel to their fire, because its you who gets burned”

Honesty...

can i be honest?

i guess not because when i am
you call it a lie.

it's not a lie... it's your truth.

your truth is hidden behind more lies
and like a tree... they branch.

no matter how many people say "i tell it like it is"
they're the true liars, they edit it their truth and
it's as bad as an independent film with a budget.

In most cases lying is an easier getaway from reality,
The more you lie, you live the lie.

as they say "honesty is the best policy"
but when you want to be honest, it gets thrown back in your face;

so you sit back and think what was
the point in being honest...

when all they want to hear is a lie to keep
them happy.

"p.s this was a both male and female insight on honesty
so i asked miss hornet to help me"

peace.

*Mental Note*...Learn to control these thoughts.

Please… Tell me you’re not wearing that?

Man she smells nice…

Why are you sitting on the bed like that? Brushing
Your hair in a sensuous way.

Look at that silky skin…
(Touch)
Its smoother than it actually looks;
I just want to… where’s The honey?... Calm down.... mind overload.

(Breathe calmly...
uh oh...)

She caught me looking at her?
Turn your head up at the window
act like I’m looking at the stars.

(humming)

She’s getting closer...... I can hear the jaws music….

GRAB

(She smelled my lust; it was a mental punishment for 30mins
But a physical one for 3mins or maybe as long as this poem)

Still….

WHAT A RIDE.

First Love

To: whereyou@friend.com

Cc:

Subject: Whats up

yeah man what a cool six weeks holiday, i haven't heard from you for a while,
hows university man. hit me back

peace.

(email sent 9/11/07 13:41pm)

(1 month later)

+447980114323

Assuming you didn't get my email, must be busy, anyways you down
for the cinema this Friday let me know.

(message delivered)

(2 months after that)

(speed dial No 3... ring... ring... "welcome to our voice mail
leave a message")

"oh he's got a girlfriend now, i should have known, all this
time i was worried he didn't reply back he's pu%$y whipped now"

"dude you forgot to hang up"

"shit"

I can drive...

"Mum i pass my driving test"

"When did you take the test"

"Today"

"You learned tor drive in one day"

"Yeah"

"Show me"

"I will"

Then i picked up the steering wheel and resumed Mario kart wii.
she laughed and joined in.

I guess the wii brought me and my mum a bit closer... it's not a hug
but it's something.

Money...

For all the people chasing money,
once you get it, it's got you.

Although man makes money,
money makes men.

A man is not happy until he gets it all.

you see money dose not rule the world,
it rules your world.

This is not how man is suppose to live,
but chooses to live.

Mans choice is based on greed,
once consumed by greed,
then have you become lost.

Money makes you weak;
so you can get shit you don't need.

"you don't need money... they want you to need money"